full offense but the tenderness in lorde’s voice when she sings "but I still remember everything, how we’d drift buying groceries, how you’d dance for me / I’ll start letting go of little things ‘til I’m so far away from you, far away from you" is enough to keep me alive for 5000 years
i keep doing this thing where i get comfortable in my interests and style and who i generally am as a person and then i see a really cool pretty girl and get deeply uncomfortable with everything about myself and try to morph myself into something different and it…really sucks and is very unhealthy